Monday, September 21, 2009

Plutonian Ritual Acquistion

This evenings evocation of Pluto was designed primarily to obtain information for the Right of Pluto.



Do to the upcoming event I will not publish too much of this.

The skeleton stag - extinction
inevitable end
stand glowing in a forest that has never known light
Pluto cannot be directly known
It is the antithesis of knowing
the naught
the Abyss, the HunTun
Pluto is our Xaos
Marionette praying to a flatulent god [break]
bring Pluto to center
Source of all darkness and fear
before death and life
Its nothing is deeper than our...

This is a bornless ritual. I am seeing that more clearly now than I think I wanted to admit. I also saw during my meditations a very strong connection between the HunTun mythology and Pluto. The abyss here is a vacuum, Pluto becomes a reflection not of our sun but of the black hole at the center of our galaxy. We are going way further out now than our solar system. Is Pluto a planet? It doesn't even matter at this point. It is a designated point of nothingness, the closest we have within our solar system to that moment before the big bang. If for no other reason than it is the furthest out our heliocentric planetary magicks go (for most).

The gua: Xiao Guo

Fly, but not beyond your grasp! This is our limit. Pluto. The furthest our consciousness can travel without being obliterated by pure void. the overreaching hand grabs only misfortune. While abysmal this is a pure force. This is Yin to the Suns Yang. Much more so than the moon. The moon being a counter charge. Pluto is THE yin. An excellent place to cast nearly any kind of magick from do to its contrary nature. The magickian becomes the counter charge of yang and stands grounded more solidly in yin. The magickian must be pure in their intent to cast from this place lest they reverse their potency. Death resulting. What is cast from Pluto is pure by its nature. Yin serves to strip intent of all but the purest arrows of Will.

Four Yin with two Yang. The magickian should carry two wands.
The opposite qua, that of the magickian entering Pluto is Zhong Fu / innermost sincerity.

Thats its for now. I need to review my past notes from this sphere.

[afterthought: the original monasticism failed miserably. I am however 10 days nicotine free. this has not come easy. I got the flu or some such illness and have been confined to the house on antibiotics. Needless to say my Will reserves were completely drained by my efforts to quit smoking and most every other use of it dissolved.]

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Plutonian Monasticism (day I)

IAO
plutos sigil blazes in the cardinal zones
burned Alchemy Aromatics Pluto Incense (available at www.tzujan.net)
stood erect and empty pulling, pulling magnetic
saffron and damar
pure yin to the yang of the Sun
crystal balls, translucent spheres, crystal skulls
black lodestone center.
reverse sigil extinquish all zones
"Ahhh! Woooh! What's happening? Who am I? Why am I here? What's my purpose in life? What do I mean by who am I? Okay okay, calm down calm down get a grip now. Ooh, this is an interesting sensation. What is it? Its a sort of tingling in my... well I suppose I better start finding names for things. Lets call it a... tail! Yeah! Tail! And hey, what's this roaring sound, whooshing past what I'm suddenly gonna call my head? Wind! Is that a good name? It'll do. Yeah, this is really exciting. I'm dizzy with anticipation! Or is it the wind? There's an awful lot of that now isn't it? And what's this thing coming toward me very fast? So big and flat and round, it needs a big wide sounding name like 'Ow', 'Ownge', 'Round', 'Ground'! That's it! Ground! Ha! I wonder if it'll be friends with me? Hello Ground!
[dies] " The Whale
IAO

First day of monasticism. Nicotine withdrawal bad.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Ouranian Barbaric Word


Opened temple

Burned Alchemy Aromatics Kyphi Incense

It is my Will to discover the Ouranian Barbaric word for PEACE.


Sigil cast for two nights prior. Sigil cast again outside temple prior to working.

Sigil drawn now.


Meditation, deep humming vibration, solve et coagula

Disruptive thought, bell rings, Om

Sad thought, bell rings, Om

Angry thought, bell rings, Om


Peace resounds in the sharp high tone of mind and the deep low rumble of guts


The Die is cast.

I am called outside to me duties. This is ritual now.

Calculation made

interpretation...


Personal relevance:

Heng-Long Lasting-Duration

Thunder above Wind Below

A heart is drawn beside the boat that carries the old married couple home

Stop and Be

The creek has a path. If you are in the creek it causes only misfortune to move against it.

Be defined by the situation.
"The way of long lasting is to let the situation determine one's changes and transformations."
-Master Huang

Monday, May 25, 2009

Monasticism Day VII

It is My Will that confidence be instilled in my customer base
GPR banished by bedside
Clean sheets and clean skin milky stars
Passive to the point
Intensive pleasure cast headlong into the Tzu Jan Star
good night, good night, good night.
Dreams resist me. Running late for Ms graduation
Atlanta traffic kills us and wicked Inn keepers don't keep words
No room for half our party, three beds for 6
I am running late. Out the window.
Running fast, fast up and down stairs
Leaping high onto a grocer cart piled 3 stories high
I can get in to the window from here
White dress black tux a newly wedded couple sitting atop the junk with me
The cart swings and sways unstable, I cant get back in the window.
Waking up is fowl.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Monasticism Day VI

It is my Will to rest complete in my sleep
Sleep fell upon me and pentagrams burned
At the four quarters of my bed
My head burned with darkness
My right hand burned with sadness
My feet burned with regret
My left hand burned with desire
I awoke with faint memory of dreamscape escaping
Fist to the face of foes, a jihad of consciousness
Upon waking an escape occurred and I rested
Banished and rested some more

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Monasticism Day V

It is My Will...
SLKNT is much more than at first inspected
SLKNT is evolution, adaptive mutation
Learn to conserve this
Learn to manipulate this
Draw what one is, out into the environment
Burn the proper wicks and smoldering sigils
Quit procrastinating and make making made!
Make sacrament of Coffee
Make instigation

Monasticism Day IV

It is my Will to experience a little death
My death, the expulsion of Qi freely given
Midnight sex rights massage banishing
Dirty end
Blinding light
sleep, dark, dreamless, deadly sleep
4am and calm, 7am and calm
5pm and calm
There is nothing in this save illumination
There is nothing in me
I become the abyss and I represent
Notes from a Frater indicate a death I cannot see
In dream we wear the same pants
Two legs, one torso two chaospheres
And we shop in Asian markets for just the right size